A is for ADD, Anxiety-ridden #toobigtofail

I continue to battle with my anxiety and ADD and I continue to feel like I haven't made a whole lot of progress.  It's like being a witness to a slow, agonizing murder and there is nothing you can do because you are frozen with fear...stuck in the mud.  I feel like my dreams and aspirations are too big to fail but at the same time I am so arrested by my mind. It feels like it is practically impossible to do the simple task I am expected to do, impossible.  But I want it to be possible and I wonder if it ever will be.